Over the years I’ve lost friends and family members, each one loved all the same but true loss to me was losing both of our unborn children. My heart aches every day and its takes all I have in me to keep from crying and stay focused on a more positive path. If you’ve never lost that precious life within you, that lovely little world of wonder within your heart and soul, that miraculous growing angel that had been all you ever wanted more than anything— then you don’t know my two truest losses. Life feels like such a joke these days and its taken for granted so much its ridiculous.
You’re watching “Breaking the Faith” and realize that MOLLY is actually Molly B., a girl you use to attend your sisters church with (our parents let us choose our own denominations; I am Southern Baptist & my sister is Mormon)— go to camp with— went to school with her and all her siblings and even went to a few parties at her house. Her mother is the absolute sweetest and Molly has always been a gentle, kindhearted person whether she knew you or not so I really hope they don’t bash her on national television. I kept nudging my husband with my elbow and telling him I swore that was her, same everything, but it wasn’t confirmed until after the show ended and they were showing sneak peaks into next weeks episode.
[To protect their family I’m extracting the last name.]
"70% CHANCE OF SNOW STARTING AROUND 11PM THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT AND PERIODICLY UNTIL TOMORROW AFTERNOON."
02:11AM: So far, no snow. I swear these weather apps just continuously tease me! Not only did I get my husband sick but if I don’t get some darn rest here soon I’ll pretty much be immobile until Monday. Perhaps later in the AM I’ll wake up at a decent hour, make breakfast / coffee and open our blinds to a beautiful white winter wonderland? I’m hopeful.
Mother Nature— I’ve only got three things to ask you. Let it snow? Let it snow? Let it snow? G’night friends. ♥